Showing posts with label Sad. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Sad. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 14, 2014

Trouble in Paradise



So last night he told me, 'I'm not happy.'

What would be your reaction when someone told you that? In my mind, i knew its about job. He told me, nobody can accept him. He cannot fit in. People look down on him. People judged him.

When we talk about this. We always go back to the time when we were chatting. We met online. After only about one week of saying hi, he already told me he wanted to marry me. And i rejected him so many times.

I dont know why but he really determined about coming here. Until later i found out, the reason was only to sleep with me for one night and to have a wife that looks chinese. He canceled his plan to migrate to canada only because of these foolish plans.

And now, 8 months later, he is in depression. Apparently the grass looks greener on the other side for him.

Saturday, October 4, 2014

Monster

Today she came and gave me three boxes of memory to me. They appeared in front of me. All the things that i used to play. All the 'miserable' years i spent there. All the bittersweet memories. I burst into tears.

Why did i do that to her?? Why????? What kind of satisfaction am i enjoying right now?

Im a horrible person. I should've died.

I am ruining the life of everyone.