Tuesday, November 19, 2019

Depression Mode

- going out so less often cause we earn less than our spending.
- that means meeting very few people
- stressful living here
- a is starting school but schools nearer are all full
- already paid rm190 for school holiday program.
- now i think that school is rubbish 
- and I’m sending my son to that rubbish place for that rm190

Business is Not Doing Well

That’s the thing about business. Today you’re on top. The next day, you’re nobody. 

I’ve been struggling a lot lately. First, people are stealing my photos. But that’s not what i wanna tak about tonight. I wana talk about something that’ll create beautiful mood. But then again, there are so many things going through my mind right now.

One of them is, potty training my son. It’s difficult!!

A and R

Annoying things about living in this house is the fact that i love R but at the same time sho loves to tease my son. But teasing to much is a trouble and its teribbly annoying. She would always grab toys from A's hands and if it happened once, my son would run after her. But then later it became too much and A would start to treat her bad. And then my mother and R mother would start blaming my son for being rough to her.

Then we would all grab our kids. Bring them into the room and we dont see each other anymore for the whole day. We'd be sour towards each other.