Friday, October 4, 2019

Lost

Feeling so lost lately especially when it comes to business. Feeling like my business is falling apart and i dont know how to fix it. Dont know which part should i lift first. I know everything about it. The key on how to raise it up. I knew everything about it. But my spirit is not there. No motivation at all.

Maybe cos i dont have a partner to share my thoughts with. Nobody to bring the business mood in me. My husband is definitely not the right person cause he is in the state of negativity where everything that comes from his mouth are complains and excuses. It's pain to sit and hear words from him.

My sister is too busy with job, travelling and watching koreans. No time for business talk at all. The business room is always a mess. So ugly and feel cluttered. So wrong and uncomfortable. I have no heart at all. Honestly. No motivation.

Me, too busy wasting time. Scrolling through personal social medias. Rarely open my business sites. Then later my reputation went down. People forgets us. No business.