Me and alex just finished mandi. It was 3 o’clock. I thought it’s been so long we haven’t played in nature. So i brought him out played outside. Feeding me mulberries.
I wanted to pick long beans i used a stick to scan the area in front of me for snake. But i was bitten by thousands of fire ants instead.
So we moved to parking lot. I thought throwing stoned would be fun. And he loved it. It was his favourite game in the world.
I picked. He picked. I picked he picked. Then he screamed. Pulling his finger from snake. It was a gentle scream. Almost like a little cute complain for something biting him. I saw the snake! In a split second i pulled his finger out of snake’s mouth. Then i just grabbed him inside. My whole world collapsed. I just screamed and screamed. I felt like this is it. This is the end and there’s no more of him.
I ran inside. Called my parents. I said quick quick quick. I lost my mind. I just screamed like crazy. Alex also screamed and cried. I said I’m sorry baby. I’m sorry baby. Then he also cried sorry, sorry. That was very sad.
I ran outside. Thank god abdullah and eyi just arrived. We quickly get in. Abdullah searched for the snake. In the car alex was falling asleep. I just kept waking him up.
3.40 pm got bitten. Around 4 o’clock we arrived. 4.15 finished treatment. We admitted to ward.
Stayed there for one night. Couldn’t sleep. Too many mosquitoes. Crying babies. Alex couldn’t sleep. I couldn’t sleep. It was tiring.
I wore super ugly clothes to the hospital. Super ugly scarf. No makeup at all. It was sad.
Hospital is really a bad experience. But got bitten by snake is even more.